My bf only gets hard for blowjobs. How do I not cry every time?

His testosterone is low and he’s on suboxone. Meaning his sex drive is very low. I’m incredibly horny all the time and can’t shut it down. It’s on my mind all day.

When I try, and it does nothing, I feel embarrassed and creepy. I take it as a rejection even though I know it’s probably not. But why can he only get hard for blowjobs and nothing else?. Whatever I try, it does nothing.

He offered to help me masturbate but the whole time I felt like a pervy creep no matter what I did and then got hit was a huge wave of embarrassment when he didn’t get hard at all. It felt like I really put myself out there and he didn’t like any of it. But then he got hard immediately when he initiated a blowjob and he came really quick.

I don’t want to cry in front of him because I feel like it makes the issue of him not cumming worse but it’s been severely effecting my self esteem.

I don’t know what to do.

Submitted September 08, 2023 at 05:44AM by Hereforquestionsss https://ift.tt/b2wSrTP